So here it is 345 and I'm awake, I did do that sleep thing for a couple hours tonight, but was awakened to my silly head again. I'm beginning to hate it really, and thought for a while it was getting better. I had almost learned how to make it through the night without waking to the tune of WOMP WOMP. Oh well.
Today was my wake up call, I thank him for a big portion of it. Truth be known that at this point, I need to re-evaluate what I'm doing. I need to stop trying to find him and instead find myself, find my school, find my job. I'm smart and always have been I just need to learn to trust that in due time I'll be in a place where I can move forth with my life in all areas. Until then I'm going to try my hardest to be content with fun and surrounded by fabulous friends that I am very thankful to have in my life. That said I contacted a number of those fabulous friends, and hope that we'll ve able to get together soon, even more so because come next Friday I have to put on the game face for real.
I can't believe GMAT is around the corner, I am so not ready, and I am terrified. But I guess I'll manage.
Well time to try falling asleep again for a few hours, aka watch reruns of SATC till I fall asleep again.
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