Fergalicious

I have to admit kids, last night was probably one of the most amazing I've had in quite some time, not because of the craziness, just the conversation! After a long day in the office-aka playing with the favs! We did the Brown and Company, where stupid whore waitress took forever and year with drinks, but either way we had a great time. Rushed home for Mikey and Chad to come play, which was fabulous given I hadn't seem them in forever and a year...aka since the divorce. So we caught up played clue and drinks of course. Then after they rolled out a little after midnight my favorite people in Elon came over and we stayed up with drinks and convo till after 530 when they left, I have to admit I was sad to see them leave. That said, you know I'm pretty lucky, very lucky in fact, to have people in my life to bond with-drinks or no drinks.

I've been doing a lot of reflecting on the bull shit I've gotten myself into, and the people I "want" to be around and the thing is I need to stop trying to be what i'm not and accept who I am, a fun responsible person who yearns for fun. So that's my new plan.

Today was great I awoke to a cleaning spree, followed by a shopping day in GSO with the Jonathan topless and frigid of course, but ever more fabulous. Then followed that up with the moravian love feast, which was a disappointment by far, and home to take care of some business. Oye

I'm dying to go out and buy a new wii, I really want one, I want to play one I love it, and I wish I still had my wii buddy oh well. Give up move on to the next :) I just wish friendship would have remained on the plate, I don't understand why it can't I guess perhaps I didn't have the brains for it, but irregardless, I'll get over it. It just bites that I lost potential friends, I had so much fun with them all in CH while I was there. I think I'll try and see what I can do to sustain what I started. Without being pushy...thats the hard part. Oh TWELL.

That's that!

Tacos and Fruit Loops