Sunday, November 23, 2008

Break the Ice!

So I lay here on this Sunday morning breaking the ice to my new blog...will I keep it up, who knows. Essentially this is my personal effort to save friends from countless hours of my rambling and nonsense. So to break the ice, well me...I'm tired...tired of pretending, so I've recently made the decision to stop. I'm just going to have fun try my hardest to succeed and I guess brace for failure even though I'm not so sure I'm quite ready for that one yet.

With the deadline of my GMAT arriving, A-plus, Accounting, Work, Family, Friends, Pathetic Dating Life, Distraught Cat, Illness, and Drama I've found myself at ends with what to do or where to start. Even more so why to start. My platters just too full this time, and the sad thing is I've lost my vision-there is no goal anymore, no end point. What happened to it I don't know, perhaps it was the countless set backs encountered but I feel it may be more than that. So in the mean time, I intend of making the most of my present situation, while holding onto the last strand of my sanity. I'm not a sad person, sad is weak, but I do question things and being a realist feel as though some may take my words and twist them around to make it into a plea for help. They're not-this is my deal, its always been my plan than gives me fuel to fight. Losing that plan meant burning out. So I'm out searching for it again.

Well there, Ice broken...sitting on my ass isn't going to get me anywhere! Toootles

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